I'm Back!

Today was an amazing fullfilling, empowering day. Lately I've been so down, apathetic, and unenergetic and I couldn't figure out why. Today I spent sometime with myself and found myself again. The real, true me. I went and got things sorted out at the bank, made all my appiontments, hit up my favorite shops, read the local activist magazine, went to Pete's Fruitique bought a delishious veggie hotdog with sauerkraut and ate it out on the street. Little by little I started feeling energy and happiness flow back into my soul. Soon I was smiling walking down the street and feeling beautiful again, I felt like everyone was looking at how good I looked! People seemed interesting to me again, I didn't feel like they hated me, were annoying, or were thinking of how ugly I looked. I became friendly again, and the guy at the supermarket even hit on me! I had coversations with everyone who served me today like friends, and I saw a silly bulldog who didn't want to walk with his owner today and I actually laughed aloud! Very rare these days! And then again farther on my way, I saw a group of japenese boys laying on a bed matress on the sidewalk waiting to move into a house, and I laughed with them as I walked by. I swear I even looked happier when I got home, and I felt healthy for the first time since early September. I think the color has returned to my face!

I feel like I've made a break through finally. My mind has returned bringing me clarity, intelligence, and memory that I've been long waiting for. Oh joy! I'm back!