Knots in my shoulders.

My student loan requires me to pay 31 dollars via check to the national office before my funds will be admitted.
My Geography book is 160 dollars.
I need a job.
I just registered for Macroeconomics. Scary.
I'm trying to organize a fundraising concert for Febuary 6th and it's not going well with no budget and limited bands. Why can't we have an awesome event for once???!

Working out and dieting are going pretty well. I've been going to the gym and doing Turbo Jam DVDs if you can believe it, and I've been eating better and less. I'm on the right track and I feel better about myself. I will actually lose the weight if I keep this up. I'm really enjoying the time at the gym, I look forward to it everyday and sometimes wish I could do it twice but don't want to over do things. What I need to work on is less cheating and less night eating. Still I've made a big change and I'm not going to be too hard on myself the first week.

I'm really wishing my "boy friend" would call me. I told to call me last saturday via text, he got it sunday apparently and told me he would asap, I told him I couldn't wait and was looking forward to it, it is now almost thursday and am yet to recieve a call :(. I texted him today and told him how stressed I was. I wish I had someone to lean on.

It's hard being an adult. Trying to keep your house clean, do laundry, cook, shop, go to school, run erronds, do volunteering, get a job etc. Oh well. I'll live. I hope. :P