I want to run away.

Sweet escape!
Real freedom.
Let my hair down, drop the weight, feel warm, soft and firm.
Create.
Write.
Smoke.
Drink.
Stop wearing bras, and wear flowing dresses with perky nipples walking on the beach.
Rest my head on someone's shoulder.
Sleep with whomever I please out of passion and not insecurity.
Connection. Friendship. Love.
I need to start being true to myself. I need to start letting go. Being young. Being real. Beign FREE. I need to run away!!!!!

I need old vintage pots to cook over fires with. Bags of rice and lentils.
A sturdy bag. My jeans. A summer dress. A pair of sandles and a pair of sneakers.
A hair brush, toothbrush, shampoo and soap.
A face cloth and towel.
A blanket.
Paint. Paper. Pen.
A lock.
A pipe.
A train ticket.
At least a 1000 dollars accomadation and emergence.

Run run run. Live live live.